The Saga Continues

Today I had an ultrasound to gain a clearer understanding of my situation. The sonogram showed no sign of fetal growth or development. Dr. Pineda explained that the baby's growth has come to an end, but the tissue surrounding it is continuing to grow and produce hormones (hence, my increasing HcG level). As a result, my body has been acting as if the pregnancy is moving forward, when in fact, it has concluded.

Dr. Pineda further explained that, in cases like mine, it is possible for the tissue to attach to my body in a malignant way. In fact, the growing mass could quickly transform into an aggressive cancer. Consequently, the doc strongly encouraged us to schedule an immediate D & C to remove the tissue. Since the ultrasound gave us certainty that the baby is not alive and growing, we now feel comfortable proceeding. The D & C is scheduled for tomorrow at St. Luke's Hospital.

Coincidentally, I started experiencing cramping, sharp pain and substantial bleeding an hour after we returned home from the doctor's office. The miscarriage is now in progress, and it's possible that the tissue will pass during the night. Because we must have the fetus analyzed for pathology, we are hoping that the major tissue holds off until tomorrow. We'd much rather have the doctor preserve it for testing (rather than collect & store it ourselves). After what we've already been through, I'd rather not go there. Either way, the D & C will still be necessary in order to ensure that everything is complete and thorough.

Wade and I are emotionally drained and in need of encouragement and support. We would especially appreciate your prayers. A special thanks to Stacy for caring for Liliana during our appointment and hospital stay. We are so grateful for family and friends who never cease to amaze us with their kindness and generosity.

Blessings to all. ~Ramona