Our first ultrasound took place this morning. The pregnancy looks to be almost 6 weeks in development. Since I was supposed to be a bit further along, the embryo may have initially taken a couple extra days to implant. If that's the case, I'm just not as far along as anticipated. However, there's also a possibility that the development stopped a couple days ago. Dr. Pineda says to relax and assume all is well until proven otherwise. He wants me to have another ultrasound in one week.
On one hand, I am relieved that everything looks normal (for a 5 week, 6 day pregnancy, that is). We were able to see that there is one embryo sac in the uterus. Thankfully it is not an ectopic pregnancy. On the other hand, I have to admit that I am somewhat uneasy that the baby's development isn't where we thought it should be. I can't help but remember that this is similar to how we learned about my two miscarriages. In the past, either a blood test or an ultrasound showed that the baby stopped growing prematurely...and that was the end. Right now, it's too soon to tell. All I can do is pray and wait.
I'm still experiencing regular symptoms of pregnancy, so hopefully that indicates everything is right on track. Nausea, heartburn, aching body parts, insomnia, and food aversions are a integral part of my daily life. My hips muscles have taken a beating with the progesterone injections. They're both bruised and knotted up, and the bandages have begun to rip my skin. Thankfully, the nurse gave me some gauze and silk tape to replace the bandaids. That will help a great deal. And although much of this journey is unpleasant, it will all be worth it!
Please boldly pray that the baby is healthy and that s/he will continue to develop normally. Also pray that I would keep my eyes on the Lord during this long week of waiting. My heart is not at peace right now, and your prayers will help tremendously.
May God bless you and yours! Ramona
5 comments:
Ramona, after reading your blog last night I was in prayer at bedtime. I am and will continue to pray for that precious baby. That his/her growth will continue in the womb. I will also pray for your unrest. I pray this week will be one of total reliance on our Heavenly Father.
On a funny note - I almost drove to your house after my haircut last night. I wanted to pop in the door and say "Hi, I want to be like Ramona." My hair cut is shorter than yours but looks similar. I didn't cuz it was too close to 24 starting. Priorities you know!
Much love
Ramona-
I know how are you are feeling! We had similar situations with our miscarriages, so I know the unsettled feeling. I pray that the embryo took a couple of days to implant and that things are progressing well and I'll also pray for your peace as you wait until your next ultrasound. They symptoms are certainly a good sign - hold on to that.
Julie Bauer
Ramona,
In times like these, in my humble opinion, there are no greater words than Psalm 139 - a beautiful reminder of God's sovereignty and protection:
For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother's womb.
I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.
My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place.
When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,
your eyes saw my unformed body.
All the days ordained for me
were written in your book
before one of them came to be.
How precious to me are your thoughts, O God!
How vast is the sum of them!
May those words offer you the comfort and peace that they have offered me through the many trials and tribulations that we have suffered.
John B.
I will continue to pray that your baby continues to develop, and as always I will continue to pray for you.
Ramona & Wade,
We are praying that the "peace that transcends all understanding" will be yours during this next week of waiting. And we pray for the healthy, miraculous development of the tiny life God has given you.
And I hope that somehow you can be feeling somewhat better soon without compromising the safety of your pregnancy. I know, however, that you're very willing to suffer much for this little one (and already have).
Rachel M
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